"I can go out on my front porch look at the cars passing by and hold my head up high now."
This exact quote was said to my crew leader last week after we fixed an elderly participant's water pump which in turn allowed him to have running water in his house for the first time since June. Up until that point, Wade had been collecting rain water in buckets around his house and using that for all his water needs except for drinking water.
The reason I'm mentioning this story is because remembering these kinds of moments are what help me get through the tougher days here in Kentucky. This week in particular has been really difficult for me. We have been tying up loose ends on several homes since I got here and so the work right now is minimal as we are transitioning into a new project. Monday and Tuesday we spent between 3 houses including Sue's (the one with the trampoline), Wade's, and Cheryl's (the first house I worked on when I got here).
Today, we went to go look at the new project we will be starting soon. Its in Knott County - about 45 minutes to an hour away from the office - quite a drive to say the least. This project is going to be quite extensive - including putting up siding/underpinning/soffit/fascia on the whole house, painting the entire interior, replacing all the windows, and redoing the kitchen - including new cabinets. Today was the first day we had seen the house and we spent the day taking measurements and doing all the preliminary work so that we could order the necessary materials.
The past three days have just dragged for me. Its hard when the projects are down to the end and the work to be done is only enough for one or two people; it makes the day seem much longer than normal. I would much rather be running around and sweating and busy any day. I don't know why but these days have made me more tired than the week I spent mucking out houses during Disaster Relief. I think the worst part of it is that I feel like we're not accomplishing anything right now; like we are just stuck in this strange in between time.
But then today I was thinking back on the jobs we've completed and I remembered how grateful the people were that we were able to help.
People like Wade who now has running water and a washing machine.
People like Sue who told us that when she looked at her house now she was proud of it rather than embarrassed.
Those moments are the reason I am here and why this in between time is okay. Because without it we would never get to the point with our participants where they can say they're genuinely proud of their home.
And so regardless of little it seems like we accomplished this week, I am going to hold my head up high because I know in the end it will all be worth it.








